Not much happened today, mum.
I was up all night crying over you again, mum. I ended up being awake until about half four. I know that you wouldn’t have wanted me to, but i can’t help it. I miss you too much. I wonder if its ever going to get any easier. I just wish I’d had the chance to say goodbye to you. properly.

School was….school. i learnt all those words for music and didn’t even have to learn them! typical!
we were learning about saturated fats and stuff in chemistry, i know you would have adored our chemistry lessons!
and i’ve started a diet, I’m pretty proud of myself and its only been one day - but you know me and my willpower!
i was all set to go on the wii fit and then it wouldn’t even work, i think you were sending me a sign to not excersize? ;)
well, tomorrows a brand new day. lets hope this diet keeps up, me and josie are trying to drop 2 dress sizes by summer - Somehow i doubt i will……

I love you,
Dedida
xoxoxoxox