18th January 2010.
I didn’t get out of bed today. I had another dream about how you died, and i couldn’t stop crying so i didn’t go to school.
I think it was a mixture of that and what happened with that guy. I know it sounds pathetic but I’m alot weaker than I used to be, after what happened with you.
Although, I did work out how to focus the camera without it having a fit, and i did some homework so I guess it wasn’t all that bad.
I just wish you were here, thats all.
I love you.
xoxoxoxo
