oops! I’ve been neglecting you a bit, haven’t I? I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to!

well, SO much has happened since I wrote to you last.
I MET ADAM LAMBERT! I know that you’re jealous. I’m SO glad that dad let me go, because he was so gorgeous and amazing and WOW - I’m pretty sure you would have joint kidnapped him with me if you were there with me! & he kept doing that eye thing that me and you like - it took me all of my strength to not end up in a puddle of goo on the floor!

& me and Jonathan are currently doing work experience. I’m working in a photography studio. it would be so much easier if you were here, YOU COULD DRIVE ME! haha. its fun though! all the professional cameras around me aren’t helping my craving for a professional camera, though :( dad said i can’t have one til I leave school! BOO!

Its been 8 months today since you were killed. Its still like some form of stupid nightmare. I hate it. I need you.

I promise I’ll write to you more often.
I love you.
xoxoxoxoxoxo