Hi, mum! I haven’t spoken to you on here for so long!

I. MET. MCFLY. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
You would have been so proud of me, i didn’t have a mental breakdown in front of tom! ;)
I gave him a letter about what happened to you, & he replied to me on twitter. HE. REPLIED. TO. ME.
I wish you’d have been there, mum. you would have loved it, we met them 4 times. You would have honestly loved it so much, even though i know you were there. I just wish you were there in the flesh, embarrassing me in front of tom or telling danny that you loved him or something.
Its been nearly a year.
its still as hard as the first day it happened. I miss waking up to you pulling my bed covers off of me, or coming down stairs at a ridiculous time in the night because i can’t sleep, & ending up crying with laughter over something. I miss going to see mcfly with you, & people being more bothered about the fact that you’re there, than the fact that I’m there.
I miss you.
so, so, so much.

and I love you.
more than anyone could realize.